Stu Stu stupid

Damn I am stupid. I made a mistake at work and I have made the same before. The mistake is that the bank deposits are not going in on time. I was doing so good for about a week, then I messed it up by running late one day and i didnt have time to go. Then the next guy didnt see it, so it was late. When the deposits dont go in I do hide them good. They are in the bank as I right this, so morrow I will pick them up and enter them in the pos then get my shit together! I just pray that I wont lose my job over getting the deposits in late. I would not like to lose my job at all.... but if I do let it be over some cool shit like I break all the lab machines, or I tell a customer to go F himself.

Oh the filming of "leaders" went great! I just need to get this shit going! I really need it. I need to go for it now, because I believe that the time is right. I just need to keep this a hobby instead of ruling me last week. I talked up a good game (like I always do) and we got 30secs...30 FN seconds!!!! its the best work I did thus far. One Up on You productions was a lot of FUn to work with. I need to start to write ideas down, and what not. Looks like I got a group that I can film with. That is excellent.

If there really is a "fate and destiny" and if they are something that I can meet. The first thing I would do is punch them in the throat then hug them......